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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Well,I keep thinking about him the whole day.Just can't get him out of my mind.What should I do?I'm supposed to forget him but I just can't.He's everywhere in my mind! School is going to start in about two days.Can't wait to go back.But homework haven't done yet.How?? A new year hope to have a new starting,a new study attitude.Can get good results. Labels: new year Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Go cut hair again.This time is even uglier.The person don't know how to cut 1.Cut until like this.Want to go complain!!Went out to eat dinner then go shopping.Never buy anything.Come back bath and watch TV.Sleep! Thanks for making me happy whenever I am sad,making me forget all those unhappy memories.Though you are irritating sometimes but I'm glad that you are around by my side all the times.You will always be there for me when I need help.Thanks for doing all these things for me!! Labels: THANK YOU Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Today slack all day!Nth to do! Even my father say that I am useless.I can't believe it.You all tell me am I really that useless??I really don't want to live le.I want to kill myself.I really want to end my life! Labels: Am I useless Monday, December 22, 2008
Slack all day!! Going to sing christmas song le!! Bye..... Labels: christmas is coming Post by my sister 1. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend you like? Those who take care of you 1 2. How did you celebarte your 1st month? By nth 3. Do you feel safe with your girlfriend-boyfriend? Of course yes lah 4. When you see your girlfriend/boyfriend injured or sick, will you be there if you are busy? Erm...maybe ba 5. When it is your 12th month and your stead is having an affair, what would you do? Break with him lah 6. What if your ex is still loving you abit, he single, you attached, what will you do? Be friend with him 7. Are you single, attached or crush someone? Single for now 8. List out 3 love or sad songs. Actually I don't know any... 9. What will you do if you and your stead quarrel? Quarrel back lah 10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you? Nope 11. What if you are single and someone has a crush on you? Think about it 12. How many times has your heart broken by someone? [dun wish to remember..] 13. How do you feel if you fall in love with someone? I feel very 幸福 14. If you and your stead quarrel, who will be the first to apologise? Him,of course lah 15. What would you do if your stead wan a breakup? Break up with him lor 16. Did any of your girlfriend/boyfriend give you a present that you like the most? Ya 17. When did you last cry for someone you love? Don't know..... 18. How many times did you break your promise to your stead? Quite a lot of times...Hehe.. 19. Do you wish your relationship to last? Of course want lah 20. Did your stead kiss you in public? Don't tell you.. Labels: Quiz Friday, December 19, 2008
Happy birthday to Shiying!! Shi ying I'll be giving you your birthday present to you when school reopen. Wake up at 11. Eat breakfast Slack Nth to do Keep thinking about him I don't know why I don't love him anymore le but just can't take him out of my mind I don't know what to do Mummy don't let me go to tomorrow sport again I just don't know what is happening to her one minute say can go another minute say cannot go I really don't know what to do Should I go or not I really feel like going 哎原来人是这么难做的.一下子说可以一下子说不可以. Labels: 放了我好吗 Thursday, December 18, 2008
不管你走到哪里我都会跟你做就算是做到世界尽头我也不回头。 Come back from church camp le.Mummy actually don't let me go.But got one auntie called her to let me go so I go.I 5.30 then go.Reach there go bath eat dinner.Then we have bible study.It's quite boring as it was late and I feel like sleeping.Then we have supper,pray then sleep.The room was quite hot then cannot sleep.But in the end I sleep le. Monday Wake up at 5.30.Brush teeth,灵修.Wait for 7.Have PT then breakfast.Have bible syudy,watch videos.Have lunch.Go Jurong Lake Park to play games.Then go back to church to play the balloon games.Play until my whole body is wait.As we have to wait for the other two groups to come back,we play captain ball with Wendy's group.We won.Go bath.Eat dinner.Have bible study study again.This time is to do the worksheet.Don't know what are there talking about.Ay there slack.The room very cold.Get our camp t-shirt.Eat supper.Pray then sleep! Tuesday Wake up at 6.Brush teeth,灵修.Have PT.PLay captain ball.We lose.Breakfast.Chanfe into camp shirt.Bible study.Write down the answer for the worksheet.Presentation.Lunch.Prepare for the race.Have to bring clothes,towel,toothbrush,toothpaste,as we are having a chalent at the Loyang there.At about 2 we start the race.Take bus to Bt Timah then to other place.Take a long walk to the chalent.Leg want to break liao.Dinner.Have night walk until about 2am.Very tiring.We come in second.Wait for the other group to come back.Bath.Rest for a while.Play.Then go sleep.No bed for us to sleep so me,Wendy and Weilin sleep outside.Damn爽,but very cold. Wednesday Wake up at 7.The birds wake me up cannoy sleep.Brush teeth,go walk walk.Come back to rest.At 9 have breakfast.Pack things.Take MRT back to church.Eat lunch.Go back watch movie''Facing the gaint''.Is a good movie.Pack things,prize presentation.Home sweet home!! 请你把我放了好吗?I don't want to see you with that expression again.It make me think of going back to you again.I really really don't want.Yes,I know that you love me very much.But please think about me also.如果你真的爱我请你放了我.Please I beg you! Labels: let me go Friday, December 12, 2008
Night went to church to see the Christmas thing.Got performance,sing song.Then go back home.Then quarrel with my mother.She don't let me go to the Youth Camp.But I really want to go.She said that I first time said want to go then I don't want to go cosno friend got go.But now Wendy got go I want to go now but now she don't let.She herself also what.Ask me to put band as my CCA choice then results not good ask me to quit band.Then she ask me to go again then come back home too late don't let me go again.Then she suddenly said that I can go again.Then After the camp she said that Jiali never go also nevermind then ask me don't go again.I don't care.I want to go to the camp.If you don't let me go,I'll go for the band.You can't force me not to do the things that I want.It's my freedom!It's my life!So shut up your mouth or you will know it!I mean it!! Labels: Shut up Thursday, December 11, 2008
Back from the church campyesterday.Want to post yesterday but lazy. Monday(8/12) Wake up at 6 to bath,eat breakfast and do some packing.6.45 went to wait for the bus to go to church.When reach there nobody there yet.After a while they all come le.Was told where to put our bags.Then helped the kids to put their bags in the room,get to know which group we are in.Not tin the same group as Wendy.In the same group as Enci,Jiayin and Weiguo.Still got another 11 kids in our groups.In the afternoon,we actually is go to the West Coast Park but it rain so went to Science Centre.It's quite fun lah but then quite boring and tired.Walk until leg pain.Then went back to bath.Let the kids go bath first then we leaders go bath.The water is damn cold.After dinner got some indoor games.First game is to guess where the place is and who the person is.Then second game is poison ball.Both games are quite fun.After that is supper then get ready to sleep.We leaders go down to have meeting about the whole day activity.About 11.30 then we go sleep.The room was cold 1 lor.On air con le fans also swiched on. Tuesday(9/12) Wake up at about 7am.brush teeth.then go downstair assemble.About 8 have breakfast.Then have lesson.After lunch we went to rehersal for the Talent Night that night.After lunch have the art thing for the kids.Me and Wendy take care of the P1 and 2.They are doing the sand thing.They don't know how to do.Keep calling me and Wendy.We run here,run there.So tiredThen need to clean up the mess for them.Wendy mopped floor.I cleaned the tables.Then go rest.Got 1 p6 people ask us to helped them mopped the floor.OMG.The floor is full of paint.Wendy mopped until leg pain.I helped to wash the brush.Rest again.After dinner went to do props for the Talent Night.After the performance we got last.I don't know why.The other three groups performed quite good also.after this Wendy and me went up to rest.Tired want to sleep but cannot sleep yet cos haven't bath.About 10 we went bath.The water so cold sia.Quickly bath then come out.Then got meeting again at 10.30.This time until 1.30am.Feel so sleepy and boring.They at there talk my eyes want to close liao.Saw one cat outside the boys' dormthen went upstair then come down again and run away.This time the room not so cold like yesterday. Wednesday(10/12) Wake up at about 7.10+.don't feel like waking up cos very good to sleep but no choice still have to wake up.Brush teeth.Went downstair.Discuss the work thing.My mind still haven't wake up so don't know what are they talking about.Breakfast.Went to have lesson and get to watch show.The aeroplane cartoon 1.Quite boring to me and Wendy.So we sleep.Have lunch.Go up to the dorm to pack our things.Bring our belongings down.Clean up the dorm.Assemble.Take pictures together.Sing songs.Then home sweet home! Have so much during the camp.Hope able to go again!! Labels: Camp Saturday, December 6, 2008
Erm.. my mother let me go for band le I don't know if I should be happy or sad I really don't know I don't know if I should go or not Anyone can tell me PLEASE!! I won't be at home during 8,9,10 cos going gor church camp.Coming back will post! Labels: PLEASE TELL ME Friday, December 5, 2008
I was sick for almost two day having fever feel like vomiting but can't vomit anything out feel pain all over the body Can anyone kiss my pain away?? Labels: kiss my pain away Thursday, December 4, 2008
There is something I want to say.No offence!!You can hate me forever but I don't care,I just want to say it!! Yesterday when someone ask me if I like my CCA,which is band,I really don't know how to answer.I don't know if I should say yes or not.But I feel like saying NO.I don't know how to explain but it's just that I feel that I'm not in the part of band at all!Like that time after the Mid Year exam we get back our results,as I fail like almost all the subjects,my mother don't let me go for band.Then somebody(I won't say the name but the person should know who is it) anyhow say that my mother go complain what too many band pratices then cannot go band anymore.My mother didn't say that it's because of band,so please don't anyhow say!She still say it in front of band somemore that she hate me very much!You don't know anything don't anyhow say,go eat shit lah you!You don't want face I still want leh!Then starting from that day I really hate band,I go to band is for the sake of points,you think I really like band huh?Each time we were ask to bring our instrument home,I always find excuse say that my mother don't let me bring.Actually it's not because of my mother,it's because that I don't want to see anything that belong to band in my house.It's made me feel like throwing the instrument away!I hate my section too!Everytime ask me to play louder.As if you play very loud!You don't think that you like us very much then I like you hor.Don't think until so good!I damn hate you like siao!Maybe after you see this you also hate me but I don't care!One thing that made me very angry is during my birthday.You all didn't even sing me happy birthday song.Please,I have been with you all for almost two years le.You all are worst than my friends.I have know then for not 5 mouths yet they still know when is my birthday,buy me presents and birthday cake for me!What you all give me?NOTHING!!Now,I'm quite happy that my mother don't let me go for band as I don't want to see you all!If any of the band members saw this,please tell me that if I am part of the band?? Labels: PLEASE TELL ME Monday, December 1, 2008
Hi just come back from outside went to Westmall watch the Cape no7 it was a good movie should go watch hor you all the movie was also funny the movie end at 2.30 then we go to the library at there then we come back to the library at JP stay at there until 5.30 then we come back home Today while watching the movie,I keep thinking about you.I don't know why.It's just that everything what I do I will keep thinking of you.I can't get you out of my head,not even a minute.I keep thinking about the fun we had last time.I really miss you.Please come back to me please.I really can't live without you. Labels: PLease come back to me |
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